Monday

Я ненавижу понедельники, просто терпеть их не могу :(
Один из самых отстойных дней в неделе.
И как назло приснился ужасный сон, я жуть как не выспалась и мне казалось что все падает из рук, а люди вокруг меня просто все один за одним раздражали.
Думала что этот прекрасный день скрасит день зп, но нет же и тут уг.
Зачислят деньги поздно вечером, а получу я их завтра :/
Вообщем не в этом суть, а в том, что мне как-то взгрустнулось и очень захотелось отсюда сваливать,просто собрать вещи и бежать куда глаза глядят.  
Хотя скоро весна, а толку? :/
И на работе полно людей , которые либо бесят тупостью, либо у меня с ними нет общего языка. Наверно все это от недосыпа, нужно лечь сегодня спать пораньше, может утро вечера мудренее?

weekends dont go

I really dont wanna go at work tomorrow, if only to get money lol

I hope i will soon get my credit card hehe

This week is gonna be tiring since the last day of Feb on the week. On the last day of month we always have a lot of work. I hope my new clothes will cheer me up. Yeah when i feel really awful, I need smth to cheer me up. Clothes.

Also I hope take an opportunity to get in touch with my mate <3

I wanna have fun !!!

I wanna be

This Saturday i will be with friends.
When I woke up today and i looked at the window, i realized it have snowed a lot outside.
Seems like it will never end. I mean freaking snow. I do give a fuck about it, but it really pissed me off. I feel like Christmas is coming soon lol What a bullshit.
Anyway everything is good and I don't have to be such a duck and need to enjoy the last winter days.
Because soon will be beloved spring and summer later.
I would lay down on the grass and would feel the sun on my nose.
Why the summer is not last forever?
I am supposed to say perhaps because we have to appreciate the days when we are happy. Basically people are happy in the summer. So much things are up in that season.
Im not writing about swimming, walking, hanging out. We all do that. Also we can eat health food, travelling and etc
In this summer I'd love to go on the different festival what will be in here. Yeah summer I'm missing so bad <3

Its a cake. For me its perfect lmao

It is what it is lyrics

Lifehouse

I swear every time when I listen to Lifehouse im getting feel better and better. 
I dunno why, it heals my heart.Somehow.


Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel u
I need to hear u
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again


U're the strength that keeps me walking
U're the hope that keeps me trusting
U're the life to my soul
U're my purpose
U're everything




You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now




Definitely. This words belongs to Nicky, its so suit to him.




All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you




I was only trying to bury the pain
But I made you cry and I can't stop the crying
Was only trying to save me
But I lost you again
Now there's only lying
Wish I could say it's only me




<3

Westlife Soledad lyrics

One Direction - Moments

One Direction - More Than This - Lyrics HD

One Direction - One Thing - Lyrics HD

Glad You Came (Lyrics)

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here (Lyrics on Screen) NEW FULL SONG

the new song is amazing <3

Jojo - Too Little Too Late lyrics

Lifehouse - You And Me

i love it <33

Summer Is Over -ibiza (Summer Hit 2011)

DJ M.E.G. ft. BK - Make your move (official video)

a holiday

hello there!

today its a public holiday =D and we wont go at work yay
yeah its the one reason why i love it since the holiday belongs to men hehe
we made a delicious food!
i guess i will go to the shop tomorrow, i wanna smth to buy.
like cosmetic i think, for me it's never enough (like for every girl lol)
its still a lil bit snowing here, but not so cold! hopefully.

that's too bloodily  (^.^)

my mom made it :D

from France with Love

lol Nensi

Germany, French and Norwegian <3

I love you, guys ;D

work day

hey!
finally i can breath easily .
the day was good.
i hope soon will be warmer, cant wait till spring comes <3
i have a lot of things to do!
first of all i have to acquire new clothes :D hehe
spring brings a happiness to us !
i want to be happy.
no more winter,no more snow.
im fed up.

hey hey

Dream

Oh, again !
The weekends are going to over in some hours and i really don't wanna go at work tomorrow. I have some bitches there and they stalk me, ew. I'm trying to pretend that im somewhere away. It works, it helps.


Today i saw a dream of Roman, i have no idea why he came into my dream.
It was kinda weird?! Because it's doesnt mean anything since I don't talk to him much.
I would say we sometimes smile to each other. And that's all. If only he could know that i seldom see dreams with him lol  What he could say? Like awww thats cute 


Some days before i saw a dream of Mathias and Nicky. Thats was very sudden dream.
They were in the same dream, but i talked only to Mathias. And i asked him : "Where is Nicky?"
Because I knew exactly that i saw him in the train where I met Mathias. And he said something what really shocked me out. 


" He is not supposed to talk to you. His doctor has prevented it"


Oh c'mon, it can be true? Does he has the doctor?
It scared me. You're very strong guy and I know you are happy now.
Because I am not in your life ! And I am not even trying to be in touch with you.
But you know for me it's too sad true and I can do anything.


The last time when i talked to you i felt so weird. The reason is I was not forgiving myself. It's nonsense, maybe. Its not over me and I can't control it. I felt awkward. I only wanted to get the second chance to be with you. I really loved you and still you mean a lot in the deep of my soul. All i want is that you can be happy as much as you can. I will always jealous of you to every girl in this world because I cant accept it, but i hope you will happy. Because someone wants it and prays for you. I cant say anything more ... but I loved you like never and no one before. Sigh. Life is not fair.

A spa day

Today it's the best day of the whole week lol
We all can do whatever we want.
i made a spa day for myself :D


I'm looking forward to this summer ! ;D

this one is amazing !

its really suit to me, so freshing for body.

I love spa collection, the smell is just awesome !!!

HongKong

I've found more photos from HK and im looking forward to being in there asap =)))
iT'S SEEMS SO AMAZING, ISNT IT?


I LOVE travelling <3


So they are

Weekends

finally, we can relax.

oh gosh!

Happy Valentine day !!!

the weekend is over

yeah again tomorrow we have to go at work!
at least im waiting for smth good on the next week.
the previous week was really hard for me.
i hope the coming week will be much easy and better.
thanks God.

Hong Kong

Hong Kong, we are coming !!!! =D
Finally, finally we bought the tickets! 
It has to be an amazing trip in some months ! lol

Norway

hehe i found that pic from Bergen, Norway! so cute dog!
i'd say i miss Bergen so much (:
my friend from there she is currently out of norway and went to Africa for 2 month. can't wait till she will come back <3 it's gonna happen soon !!
probably i will go to Norway again <33


i hope. really hope.

thats true

good morning people!!!!!!

true

omg !!!!!

this pic describes my all feelings! Nicky, forgive me for my blind crazy love to you.  I was so desperate. Sigh. Even now you mean something to me. But im stay away from you. Nobody know whats a reason, why we love each other. But I really loved you, no matter what, no matter your words, no matter what I did. I just coudn't make it right and couldn't stand with the situation. Everything comes with an experience and i don't want to have such experience more. It was enough. I lost a lot of energy, tears.  But I loved like never before. And everything was lie and fake like you think. But my love stronger than anything else and it will last forever.

difficult

omg, i feel like i wanna explode. this week is tiring as well.
when is gonna stop???
someday ... somehow ...
seems like i live only a work ... there is nothing more ... cause im exhausted to do something ...
i wanna stay for a couple day alone, to figure what to do =(
i feel depressed recently and i need to stop it.
God, please, forgive me and help me !

Sure thing

Hello guys ! =P  This post about hilarious phrases!

Robert Pattinson: 
“If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are. Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.”

14th Feb

Even I don't have a bf, this holiday is nice : )

Box - sweet box

Yahoo ;D today i will go to the post office first and hopefully to get my sweet box 

xoxoxo


I feel excited about it since I ordered some kind of cosmetics, for my body and other ones for my mom =)
I have downloaded 4 films already and going to watch them lately =)
Plus we're waiting for some visitors today and my mom will bake something tasty yummy ! <3 It's not the right time for hanging out with friends, I hope soon our freaking weather allows me to go out and walk around.



And finally I might dye my hair today, caramel color <3


But need to start to clean room and stuff =) 

Good morning!!!

Good morning, people !!!

Wish you guys a pleasant say :D

Friday

Ohhh yeah FRIDAY ! Finally you came to us <3
It's still freaking cold here, at least i can relax , so I AM HAPPY <3
And im kinda miss summer, miss those days when i was freeeee lol 
I mean in the summer everything goes well hehe ;D
Cant wait for summer <3

A dream

Why i don't live there? lol